n what Could it be that she didn't know how to please him She knew he had been with women before, this was her first time...and so on. Stupid Wen Nuan, what are you thinking about If you offered your...At that time, she was deeply in love with Ye Fei Mo. The first time she betrayed him, her heart felt like it was being cut by a knife. For days, she couldn't bear to look into Ye Fei Mo's eyes. Later, seeing that he hadn't noticed anything, she became bolder, but she still didn't dare to let him know. Every time, she managed to hide it well.
Recalling everything from back then, Han Bi's eyes were moist. She had struggled for two years on her own, achieving a bit of fame was already difficult. If no one supported her, who knows when she would see the light of day She was also casually humiliated and physically abused by female stars in the same school. How could she bear it.
Looking back now, if she had gritted her teeth and persevered back then, without taking shortcuts, perhaps she and Ye FeiMo would be a pair of enviable fairy lovers by now. Han Bi regrets it now...
At first, it was really tough. She had to manage her relationships, her career, and face all sorts of difficulties and pressures. As an 18-year-old girl, her frail shoulders couldn't possibly bear the weight. She always bit back her pain and swallowed her blood.
She didn't want to live that kind of life, so when she chose to betray Ye Feimo, she was mentally prepared to give him up.
Although this was the case, many famous male celebrities also showed interest in her and wanted to develop a romantic relationship with her back then. Han Bi rejected them all, still unwilling to leave Ye Fei Mo's side.
She clung to Ye Feimo, never realizing that every day she spent with him was a day of her own humiliation. She held on, letting the pain deepen until it became unbearable.
Back then, she adored Ye Feimo deeply. She was terrified of poverty, yet when Ye Feimo lost his watch, she emptied her entire fortune to buy an identical replacement. Everything she gave Ye Feimo, from food to clothing, was better than what she had for herself.
Whenever she had time, she would go out to play with Ye Feimo and enjoy everything that any young couple would enjoy.
She, a somewhat famous actress, was dating a poor boy. If people in the industry found out, they'd probably laugh their heads off. But she didn't care at all. She even thought that if Ye Feimo didn't find out, she would keep it a secret from him. She would wait until she became famous enough, no longer needing to socialize with others, attend dinners, or sleep with people. When she had the freedom to choose, she would marry Ye Feimo and live happily ever after.
He never expected that he would take a wrong step, and then one wrong step after another, until he finally decided to leave.
His personality, how could he tolerate himself having a girlfriend... Han Bi recalled the past, laughing and crying at the same time. Back then, she was really naive. Although it was hard and stressful, she was happy when he was around. It was like taking off the bright outer shell of a female celebrity, she was just Ye Fei Mo's girlfriend.
Back then, we laughed so much.
She rarely smiles, but sometimes she insists that he smile, and he will.
It's always been like this with the two of them, how wonderful.
Now that she has achieved fame and fortune, she no longer needs to engage in those dirty dealings. She is free to choose the work she wants to do and has enough money to ensure a comfortable life for herself, even if she chooses not to marry. She could live a luxurious lifestyle her entire life without any financial worries.
However, where could she find the happiness she had lost
She had long since lost that pure heart of hers.
and lost that happy heart as well.
Where should I get it back from
"I regret it, lda. I really regret it." Han Bi choked out the words, hugging her shoulders, her head buried in her knees. Her thick hair covered her face, her features glistening with tears like a forsaken child.
"Han Bi, what are you saying"
"I regret it, I shouldn't have listened to you back then..." Han Bi cried. If she hadn't listened to lda, but had listened to Cai Xiajing and waited patiently for two or three years, her path might be completely different from today.
It's totally different now.
In another two or three years, she would still be able to achieve success and recognition, and she wouldn't lose her value.
Cheng Anya valued her highly back then. Perhaps she and Ye Feimo would have a smooth relationship, and Cheng Anya would also like her very much. She was still the same person she used to be, not corrupted by desires and fame.
However, can regret undo all this
"Han Bi, are you blaming me" LDA's gaze flickered with a hint of coldness, disappointment also clouding her eyes. Han Bi remained silent, sipping her drink. She didn't know who to blame herself. "Han Bi," LDA continued, "If it wasn't for me back then, would you have what you have today Would you be the dazzling international superstar you are now You probably would still be struggling as a second-tier artist. With your temper back then, making it to second tier was already quite impressive."
Han Bi gave a faint smile and replied to lda's accusation, "If I hadn't listened to you back then, Cai Xiaojing might have allowed me to become famous. At the very least, Fei Mo is the president of Anning International. If I had stayed with him all along, whether or not I became famous wouldn't matter much to me."
That year, it was just one step away.
She didn't deny it, because of Ye Fei Mo's identity, she regretted her momentary lapse in judgment back then. But she loved Ye Fei Mo with all her heart, she never denied that. Cheng Anya always thought she didn't love Ye Fei Mo, she simply didn't understand.
lda smiled coldly, "Han Bi, this is your fault. It's because you didn't recognize his identity. Who can you blame Ask yourself, if Ye Fei Mo wasn't the second young master of Anning International, would you be so regretful now If Ye Fei Mo was penniless, would you be willing to suffer with him Back then, you were somewhat famous too. When you were with him, didn't you ever worry about being known by the media and ridiculed Saying that you were with a poor boy... Han Bi, don't deceive yourself. You couldn't do it. Now you regret it only because Ye Fei Mo is the heir of the Ye family. You regret missing the opportunity."
"Silence!" Han Bi raised her long hair, her gaze cold as she stared at lda. "You've been with me for years, you should know better than anyone how much I love him. It was you who said you had to make a name for yourself before coming back to find him. You said that if you didn't make a name for yourself, Mrs. Ye would never accept me. You even made me lead him on, hot and cold, like I was playing games with him. If it wasn't for you, I would have gone back to him the following year. Back then, there was no warmth. Perhaps Mo Yuan wouldn't have forgiven me, and we would have been together long ago."
LDA's face was grim. Han Bi's accusations made her furious. She had worked hard for whom Today, she was being blamed by the very person she had helped. "Han Bi, are you blaming me All of this is your own choice. I caused you to lose Ye Fei Mo, but I also helped you achieve success. Don't forget, it was you who said you wanted to make a name for yourself, that you wanted to become an international superstar, no matter the cost. You said those words with your own mouth. I have already made your dream come true, and your love, you need to work hard for it yourself. Is it fair of you to blame me all the time"
"Enough, I don't want to argue with you about this anymore. I'm tired, please let me be alone." Han Bi raised her hand, signaling lda to stop talking. The more she spoke, the heavier and worse her mood became..Chen Xue-ru stood up, unbuckling her seat belt. Wen Nuan reached out and took her hand, shaking her head. The woman sneered at Chen Xue-ru, "What Trying to be a hero"Wen Nu warmed pulled Chen Xue Ru...